You exist, therefore you are worthy.

Here is our latest channel from St. Germain. Our next channeling evening will be held on Friday the 14th of July. Check the facebook page for more details.

Dear ones, how do you view yourselves? When you honestly watch your thoughts about yourself, when you honestly observe your lives, what is reflected back to you? Do you see a smooth road? What do you see when you look backwards? What do you see when you look forwards? What do you see in this now moment? Where are the discrepancies?

I bring this up, as the energies right now are asking each being to know that they themselves are worthy of love. That love will not come from an external source – true, pure love, unless one can extend that love inwards.

When one is in the flow of self love, a funny thing happens. It is as if the universe responds in kind and all of a sudden opportunities will begin to flow in, abundance will flow in, synchronicity will fill your life. These dear ones are all signs that you are opening your heart to yourself.

I know many of you put yourselves on the back burner. You believe that your loved ones are more important than yourself. That you must give and give and give, that you must sacrifice to be worthy. This is an old and out dated belief system that has been held on Earth for too long. The universe is pure abundance and I do not mean that only in regards to wealth. I mean true abundance, love, friendship, opportunities, experiences – the fullness of life dear ones!

It is all right there waiting for you to accept it. It is all right there waiting for you to receive it. Do you not understand how worthy each and every one of you truly is?

You exist, therefore you are worthy. It is as simple as that. You exist, therefore you require nothing less than your own pure self love. When you come to this space the universe will respond in kind and you will have all the energy and resources you need to pour outwards in anyway you see fit. However, if you do not afford yourself this basic necessity, then you will be of no use in the outer world, your energy fades and many hit “burn out” or a spiritual crisis of sorts.

There is no grand secret and there is nothing you need to do to be worthy, except accept your own love and know that existence is a blessing, that makes you worthy of all the great things experience has to offer.

With love,

I AM St. Germain

The Current Shift

I have lost count of the people who have been asking me why the last month has been so intense for so many people, I have found myself too questioning this. Today I asked St. Germain and this is what he had to say on the matter.

“What is going on on the planet at present? Why are humans so intense? Four weeks ago a portal was opened. Now do not blame this on spirit, this is a natural progression on Gaia’s part. A natural evolution of the story that is this planet and this dimension. Whether humans like it or not (and many do not), the wheel is turning. And just like it turned to the dark times, the times of great unconsciousness, so too now is it turning to a time of consciousness once more.

You will find that the majority of humans have been quite happy in their bubbles. Quite comfortable in their self made cages. They do not wish to evolve, they do not wish to change (even if they may say they want to). Humans have become so sleepy in fact, that this train so to speak left decades ago (around the 1960s) and they are only really just now coming to terms with this. They are only just now realising they missed the train…or they do on a subconscious level. This makes the unconscious humans angry. They missed a train that they did not know existed. Something doesn’t feel right and they don’t know what and they don’t know how to fix it.

Left stranded at the station, they are now left with their baggage, baggage they thought they had safely packed away so they did not have to deal with it. The portal opens, the light shines and all of a sudden they see it all before them. And yet they don’t in a strange way. It is a strange plucking, a feeling that something is not right. There is agitation, there is blame, there is anger. Why should I change? Why should I challenge myself? Why do I not feel right? And why all of a sudden is my life that I have carefully constructed now falling to pieces?

Unconscious humans have this strange idea that all things will endure until the end of time (whatever that is). They do not like change. You will find that the majority of humans have resisted change for so long, they have lived relatively the same lives over and over again for centuries.

The natural progression, the evolution of the energies on this planet and in this realm are not allowing for that any more. It is not possible to live a life built on the old energies in the new ones. It is like trying to set water on fire.

The problem when change is forced upon an unconscious being and they do not know how or why, is that their first reaction is always to react and not always in a pleasant way for themselves or for others. They are so caught up in the reaction often, that they do not realise they are reacting and they do not realise the ramifications this is having for themselves or others either.

Now let us put awakening humans into the mix. Let us put beings who are more conscious into the soup. The ones who although feel like they are running to keep up with the evolving energies of this realm, are doing their best to do so. They got on the train, they didn’t quite understand what the train was, but they got on it – and what a ride it has been! Many of them at this point, are feeling tired. Worn out. They want to know when the intense emotions and situations, the baggage to “process” are all going to stop.

Their energies are adding to the evolving energies, amplifying it it many ways, assisting in it moving along. In doing so, they are making the beings that do not wish to change more itchy. And here now we find the present. A growing number of beings pushing for change on many human levels and a group who are resisting change. This is manifesting in all areas of human life from education, to work, to money, health, the management of the planet. You name it, it is being shaken up and there are opposing groups.

Then bring this to a more personal level. Relationships which have spanned life times are being pulled into question, ancestral patterns, ways of being and relating with other souls, it is all evolving. It is all changing.

This portal, which was a natural progression of the story of this planet, this realm is amplifying all of this. It will ease in time, however like water that has been agitated. It will take time before it becomes a still pool once more.

Yours in your evolution,

I AM St. Germain”

The disease of the spiritual entrepreneur.

This post was inspired by a phone conversation I had with a good friend recently. She is on an adventure overseas to find herself, to find her feet on this crazy planet we live on and to find her calling. She was distressed when she called, nothing was clicking, nothing was igniting her passion, nothing was doing “it” for her. She felt lost.

I suggested that perhaps she just needed to accept that is where she is right now and just be with it. She disagreed, she felt she had been stagnant and waiting for too long. I understand this feeling, I have been through it many times, until my realisation.

Then she began talking about my life – why don’t you do this or that? You shouldn’t still be doing these other things. At the time I was kind of taken aback, I wasn’t sure how to respond. I said that I was content, even if my life wasn’t “perfect”. This position was not accepted. I said that I had spirit’s backing, that I was doing everything in alignment with their advice. “Geez, spirit are putting you through a lot”. They’re not really putting me through anything, they are offering advice and I am listening. I was kind of at a loss for words, on the one hand I felt a need to defend my position, on the other I felt no need at all. I am content, is that not enough?

The phone conversation ended and I went back to gluing a Magneto costume together I was making for a party. She struck a cord though, she got me thinking and feeling.

There is a certain theme I have noticed in the spiritual community at large. It is this idea that in order to be a fully realised spiritual being, for some reason you need to be an entrepreneur. For some reason you need to make a livelihood out of being “spiritual”. That can look like anything really, from being a life coach to a yoga teacher. It might also involve getting involved in certain altruistic pursuits such as volunteer work, or you might go the other way and becoming an eccentric artist or musician.

There are a lot of preconceived ideas over what a “spiritual” person does, acts and looks like. They have to have a certain type of vocation, live in and travel to certain locations, eat certain ways…the list goes on. When you think about it, it is a lot of pressure.

It is as if all these things have become a prerequisite. I cannot be content or find enlightenment or find healing until I have checked off everything on the spiritual prerequisite list. The concept that is often missed, is that the list can and does go on forever because you’ll never get there following these pursuits. You won’t get there following any external activity.

I often joke that I incarnated for dark chocolate, coffee and heavy metal. And a lot of people often look at me in this funny way – you don’t fit the mould. How can you be a “spiritual” person and then enjoy a number of “contradictory” things. But truly, there is no mould and putting yourself into a box is just a denial of you.

Perhaps this comes from the “follow your heart” preaching, but why does following your heart always seem to end up in having to make money out of it? If I were to truly follow my heart as is often preached and money was not an issue, then I would be an ecstatic wanderer in the wilderness. I’d go hiking every day and camp for weeks on end.

This is usually the part where I am told I just need to work on my manifesting, perhaps make a vision board, really get into those affirmations. Or, I could just be content with where I am now, I could accept that hiking is a weekend and holiday activity and just see how life unfolds. Because as I have often learned what my head wants and what my soul wants are often two completely different things. I would rather be in a state of openness and see what life can surprise me with.

When I started all of this “spiritual journey” business as a teenager, there were two concepts that really stuck with me; “Know thyself” and the concept that the shaman path was a lonely one. I know not everyone walks the shaman path, but this is what spirit had pulled me into. I bring this up because when I look at these concepts, what screams at me is – this is an inner journey.

I reflect now and all of a sudden it seems this spiritual journey business has turned into an outer one. Perhaps it is a sign of the times, where social media is driving a constant quest for more and the projection of the “perfect” life. Humans have always had a certain level of discontent, I guess that is what strives us forward on these kind of quests.

It would have been that drive that would have found individuals retreating to mountains, caves, temples and monasteries back in the day. Modern life has added a twist and I know this comes from a thirst for integration with the push from the new energies coming to Earth.

I often think of Socrates from Way of the Peaceful Warrior by Dan Millman. An enlightened being working in a gas station. What a contradiction to all the preconceived notions we are fed about what a spiritual being does and looks like.

Freedom lies ultimately in knowing that it does not matter. It is all you. It is all sacred, it is all a reflection of the divine. As St. Germain often says in our channeling evenings – “leave yourselves alone”. You do not need to be or do anything. Relax. You are God.

 

My mistake on presence.

When I was a teenager, in my quest to answer the ultimate question – why am I not happy? I went on a reading rampage.

Fortunately at the time I worked in a second hand book shop and the owner had a preference for new age, self help and spiritual books. So often I would find myself standing behind the counter facing a wall of these sorts of books.

I read many books on affirmations, attracting the life you want and the power of your mind etc. And then a book dropped into my sphere. A New Earth by Eckhart Tolle. It was the first time I had been introduced to the concept of mindfulness and being in the present moment. It changed my life.

But here enters my mistake. I had read so many books about the power of the mind and affirmations, I was completely convinced that it was only okay to have “good” thoughts and “good” emotions. That anything else may lead to cataclysmic events or at the very least demonstrate what an unevolved and unspiritual person I was.

I started practising mindfulness…with a twist. I was completely present, it took a lot of practice at first, constantly guiding my mind back to the present moment. It became second nature to me after a while though.

My mistake however, was a rigid control of the mind. At any point I noticed a negative thought or emotion enter the present, I would talk myself out of it. And in a strange way, I hypnotised myself into this place of what I can only describe as ecstasy. Negative emotions did not exist in the reality I created, they didn’t have a place. I kept this up for a good 3 months. And then it all came crashing down spectacularly.

What I missed was the concept of neutrality. The state I was living in was not real. The state I was living in was a complete disregard to the entire spectrum that makes up my being. To practice true mindfulness, one must accept everything that comes into their space with open arms. It doesn’t mean you must like it or approve of it, but you accept it is there. That is the world of duality we live in, without “good” you cannot have “bad”. It can be likened to the yin and the yang. When you are mindful, you experience the now moment fully, but you do not identify with it. That is the difference and that was the mistake I made.

Happiness is not an end game. You can be completely content in the space of neutrality with “negative” emotions whirling around you. That is the complexity of our being, you can experience numerous conflicting or paradoxical things at once.

Often the new age movement will tell you that happiness and positivity is your goal, that if you are having negative thoughts or emotions then you are doing it “wrong”. The power of the mind is often preached with such fervour, that they often forget the one who sits behind the mind, the observer.

I invite everyone to take a step back, to really take in what is around them in this present moment and to witness it and welcome it in the space of neutrality and see what transforms.

~ Fox Robin

Slow to your cycles

What do you say to humans when everything on Earth is in a whirlwind? What do you say to ease the heart? To ease the mind? How do you convince a soul that they are in essence, alright?

It is amplifying isn’t it dear ones? You know of what I speak, the human collective has become intense. So many different aspects of the One fighting with each other, many opposites not coexisting.

And yet, humanity has asked for this. Humanity has created it. They wish to crack themselves, to know themselves and they feel the only way (on a subconscious level) to come back to themselves is to put enormous pressure upon the ego and the human personalities they are playing.

Fear is so strong in the air, there appears to be a theme of destruction. Not only on a global scale, but on individual levels also. As the wheel of the year turns she demonstrates to us both the great life giving and life taking principles of life on Earth. Mother Earth also demonstrates the need for patience, the need to slow. How many of you are flying through your lives without actually paying attention? Is the fear feeding this?

Do not underestimate the power of small steps. Do not underestimate the power of small acts within your own individual lives. Do not underestimate your own power to create and destroy – and remember that creation and destruction are neither good or bad, they are reliant on each other.

What needs destroying in your life? Where do you need to birth creation? These are good questions to ask as the wheel of the year turns to samhain (southern hemisphere) and beltane (northern hemisphere).

Breathe easy dear ones, do not fight what is. Flow, bend. Your lives will be easier for it.

With great compassion,

I AM Cuchulain

Breathe Out – A Channeling from St. Germain

There is much to say and so many topics to talk of, the human condition is vast and so is the greatness that is your soul. The energies on the planet have become chaotic to say the least. There is fighting, violence, people fighting for their rights and the rights of Mother Earth and the other beings that dwell upon her. In many ways when looking at the Earth from spirit’s perspective, it is as if those humans who are awakening have taken an extended breath and are waiting for a safe time to let it go.

There is a hush. What is about to happen? Most seem to be expecting some kind of catastrophe, either on a global scale or on smaller scales within their countries, cities or personal lives. If I were to pick one emotion to choose right now to sum up the collective on Earth at present, it would be fear.

Now is as good as time as any while you are all in a state of holding your breaths, to tell you that it is okay to breathe out. I find it ironic that I am often telling you all to breathe, although usually it is to take a deep breath in, not out. I want to reassure you all, that you are safe. Even when the human may be going through a crisis of some sort, you at your core are safe. It is okay.

There is no end goal dear ones, just a continuous stream. One event gives way to another which gives way to another. What may appear as being good to the human, may very well lead to a bad circumstance and the other way around. This is why it is important to as often as possible, connect to the I AM. That is you. Even when all may seem chaotic around you, if you can connect to the I Am, then you will find a place of peace. You enter a state of neutrality whereby you just observe.

This creates space. This creates a resting place for your human. Humans are flighty things, always being carried away by fears about survival or getting wrapped up in this or that emotion. That is why knowing how to come back to your still place is so important. Paricularly as humans in their panic seem to be speeding everything up.

Slow down, know that everything will get accomplished whether you are running at warp speed or going along at a snails pace. And even if it does not, it does not matter. The human gets so caught up in outcomes. What about the process? What about the details occurring in the present moment? This is why so many have taken a collective pause, holding their breaths. Fear of the future.

Fear of the future does not serve you. Fear of the future keeps you from being in the NOW. The best anyone can ever do is focus on the NOW. Not what might happen in the next second or the next or in 6 months time or years down the track. What is happening now? Clarity comes to those who act in the NOW. So dear ones, breathe out. And do what needs to be done in every given moment. Do not give your energies away to a potential future that has not happened and may not happen.

You are safe always. The soul is indestructible.

I AM St Germain